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Grief doesn't end but rather continues as part of our story

Every Moment, Every Breath

2/17/2020

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Today every single thing reminded me of you (Josh). The sun shining through the clouds on my way to work; the chair I bought that we would have debated about it’s level of ridiculousness and need. My dinner choice and even how a bit of sun peaked through the clouds on my drive home and realizing your Jeep wasn’t in the driveway for the first time in months.

It’s interesting how I can travel through one day (like last Friday) thinking less about you only to find my mind completely filled with thoughts and memories a day or two later.

Once again, it is dipping into my sorrow. In many ways, I have learned to expect the dip. A good weekend of fun activities, then a dip, the week grinds on, then another uplifting activity, dip...

It’s good that I can see the patterns and I wonder when or if it will change.

I found a verse today that offered needed support for yet another Monday of repeating emotions:

“If your heart is broken, you’ll find GOD right there; if you’re kicked in the gut, he’ll help you catch your breath.” - Psalm‬ ‭34:18‬ ‭MSG‬‬

Breathe in, breathe out.
God is with me and he is with you.


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    Author: Jenn

    Hi! It's Jenn Brown, writing my story that is now slightly different as we enter a season of new grief. On September 30, 2019, my dear husband Josh passed away after battling brain cancer. 

    Life for me weirdly continues on and I'm continuing to share my heart and journey here in this space as a way to process and hopefully encourage others in their grief journey also. It's not easy for any of us.   

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